Wilted Roses

So I finished my fall Semester. It didn't go so well. I have decided that I think I am going to go to beauty school. It works well with the life style I want to have eventually and with having a family. I also decided that I really want to get married. I am so tired of dating. I'm tired of putting myself out there and having it end like it always does. I want to find that person who will be my best friend. Who will love me no matter what. They won't judge me or think I am strange when I waltz around singing or just acting like a total idiot. I want that person who will love all my little quirks. Someone that I'll catch just smiling at me when he thinks I'm not watching. Someone who will kiss me good morning and before either of us leave the house. Someone who tells those that he loves that he loves them every time he hangs up the phone. Someone that is kind and respects his priesthood and is always worthy to use it. Some one that I can rely on and trust with all of my heart and I know he won't break it. Someone who is upfront and honest, he doesn't hide his feelings. Someone who wants to have a family. Someone who is willing to sacrifice and compromise. Someone who wants a forever family. Someone who will read scriptures with me every night. Someone that will snuggle with me even when our children are grown. Someone who isn't afraid to show me or the people around us that he loves me. Someone that remembers the little things. That is what I want. And maybe I just need to learn to be a little more patient but I am tired of all the frogs, I just want my prince.